Its been years that i edit this blog n delete it i have no clue why but something stopped me from sharing my thoughts n feelings maybe i have the fear being judged like it has always been so . Finally today I feel good about it as something in me buckled up some confidence from the experiences I have had over the last few weeks . Now looking back i wonder wt took me so long to speak out for myself i wonder why it was so difficult for me to shape words that will make me feel free and confident.. all these years the grudge , the pain . the wrath, the guilt, the shame, the grief, well endless of those words made me into a crazy clueless person who couldn't see the damage done to herself by her own mistakes.. but we all learn and evolve so did i of course there is much lost in the bargain but its never too late.. well using all the cliches together but dts wt it is... thats what has kept me n my life stagnant n disastrous..talking about the change and the STAND i took for myself i feel as if it was so easy if it was done before ..but i was hesitant as to what if i change and still get the same consequences.. nevertheless today i am moving in a better direction... still the same emotions i carry alongwith but with immense hope n little confidence that i can do good to my self n life will be way better than what it is .
Today i stand alone as i did always but there is faint light that shows me how happy I am the way I am.
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