Indulge! Redo!

As it has been for a year now I am tryin to recover from the past per say. But yet the lags persist and one of them being my laziness has been one of the adamant pestering my plans all the time. So like usual I was shutting my alarms n tryin to get extra sleep when dad comes running like a hurricane to show me a birdie he said was new here n as a matter of fact I hadn't seen it before. Not that I am a regular but I do tend to keep a track of the flutterers around my crib every now and then. But my lazy bones had had it not giving me the spontaneity to grab my camera or record the siting I just idly looked at and dug my face in the pillow. After a few minutes the enthusiast in me woke up and I went back to see the birds. I looked and tried to go through my bird book to see if I could have a name. Turns out the book wasn't much of a help so I googled it and asked a friend who knows the names. Some guessing some random searches and I found the name. What I saw was two pairs of blackheaded cuckooshrikes not that females have the slightest tinge of black but the males were extravagantly black headed indeed. In this whole course of identifying that little birdie I realised something for myself . The  curiosity in me that seems to be lost somewhere has to be brought back that is the first. The second shocker is that my level of indulging in such little joys of mine has been to its lowest low. For what I know of me ages ago that girl was an ever enthusiast and jumped in for all she could do. Lately this might be one of the major reasons of me being so overtly laid back . Nevertheless I am happy that the universe is conspiring in its little ways of rehabilitating me of what good I was. So its a note to myself that I have to reindulge in stuff that I used to love to do and dust off the me from what has faded off. Ofcourse I also plan to indulge into many new stuff that draws my interest. That's about me but am sure of many like me who haven't been discovering themselves off late as they are too busy in making sense out of life. There is always a time we need to pause and INDULGE!